Have you ever felt a deep force at middle of your chest pulling your brains out….
I, personally used to laugh my ass off when someone would say so! But, over a short span of a year or so i have that void put into me a black hole which sucks down everything! Everything you have ever loved seems meaningless you start seeing life in a different angle, you start planning things,you start seeing your future and most of all no matter what you d the void is still there!
How are black holes and mostly ass holes created! Love is a definitely something that changes everything for you!
Eg: look at me i am blogging about deep theory and philosophical love bang shit! rather than games or football or travel!
So by now, you would have figured out i am i love or was in love! A deep void a black hole has been created by a woman i would want to live with for rest of my life! She wants me to promise her the skies and i may end up not even providing a roof over the head and hence,the skies! Expectations shoot through the roof every single move of yours is on tab,you are closely watched by the big brother and god himself combined when there is vicious snake waiting to clasp it’s jaws at you to a little mistake you make and the vicious snake is the girl you feel for, she is not your type neither are you her’s but still you fall, falling and hoping not to be hurt!
Why was this such a complication when you fall for her and she falls for you and you can do whatever it takes to keep her..? Well she is committed to another asshole! Yeah laugh your asses off!
It’s like being in an relationship where she sucks you down emotionally while she sucks the other loser down! Yeah i am the loser but i would call him a loser however! Emotionally getting fucked and physically going to the loo well over many times lets not keep a count have lost it!
After all the BS i go through without being the emotional one, i still feel dragged down, down deep into the pits where no one can come and rescue me, i just gained more respect for people who have been there and still were able to find love again true or not! I could can and might end up just like others, loafing from place to another, spending aimlessly trying to pass time as every single minute your brain wants to think about the person!
You go from one cafe to another,try catching up with all the people you have ever known in your life and people whom you do not give a fuck about at all, there you are trying to fill the void !
Few start drinking, few start on weed, few who are hot enough start on meaningless relationships to get physical high with the rest! No strings attached used to look disgusting and now it makes a lot more sense!
If you find another person who agrees for no strings attached you have a good time, else the guys go on to make fake stories and promises and hurt other people not cos he wants to it’s the void which he’s trying to fill, it’s the void which consumes him, it eats him slowly everyday, day by day!
So, i am not sure!
If, all men are assholes, or they are made into one….
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