Imagine you wake up on a noon and see darkness everywhere,thunders rumbling,rains pattering against the plain window shades as meaningless as your life gets,destruction everywhere…..
I go through this feeling every day, every single day a storm comes hits me and goes away, while i just calm the storm inside me i tame it until it subdues, i hurt myself but i tame it! Making sure i don’t take others down while i myself have been pushed down….
A single NO, a single YES, an ignorance for a few moments, i have reached an island where there is no hope left to live! I survive on daily basis i dunno if there is a tomorrow, if ever there will be a sunshine, if at all there will be someone to rescue me….
I’m getting black by the day and darker through the nights….
All of this, all of these aren’t actions or feelings of my own! These are reflections, these are ripples of a stone someone throws,i inflict someone else’s feelings like they are of my own!
Brave i am not like people think i am,i do not reveal who i am on a few kilobytes how would they want me to reveal myself in an open real world! World is not for,it’s for the brave, the harsh the selfish soulless creatures,i sometimes wonder have i become one!
Here, i am again watching the windows panes washed down, watching my every move, questioning each of it and asking myself…
If this isn’t love what is…..
unchaperonedfeat 